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haha... i dunno how to explain my feeling now... still feeling kinda drowsy and most probably, will fall even sicker tomorrow... hope i can still go for HAT meeting and games day though =D i miss e councillors already, though i was with em this morning :p
CONGRATS SF COMM!!! you people really did a superb job man! how i wish dat was my prom :p haha... e hotel was great (swissotel duh), e deco was cool! (3 cheers for deco comm) i heard e programmes was entertaining and everything was perfect! haha... job well done
kairu&chewy!
e seniors was oh so cool!!! gonna miss you all people (^.^) my days in NJC has been greats with all e seniors around,giving me supports... sigh... i'm a boy in a faraway land from my parents and far from my relatives... all i have... all i can hold onto... is my Lord and my friends... it's very saddening to know that i'm not gonna see u ppl(seniors) around anymore... ALL E BEST for ur future yeah!!!
haha... if we're fated, i'll see them again in university, e gal seniors as my seniors, and e guy seniors as my juniors... hahaha... happy NS yeah guys... take care there?!
took picture with loads of seniors... sigh... how i wish i have a camera also :p nvm... u ppl will always be in my mind :)
had a super long days on tuesday... played basketball early in e morning, then had our last council production practise in school's hall for about... 7 hours? haha... went for CIP briefing for National Cancer Centre after that... everything went well, until a thought that sends shivers to my nerves cross my mind... had some self reflection behind e bus stop alone while everyone else was chatting behind me... doubt that anyone but
khadijah noe i was alone behind them... haha... sometimes i can juz be dat weird... insecurity i guess... boy dat is on e verge of losing everything that he has been holding on... losing faith as days fly by... i'm a small boy in a big world, with no one to trust and no one to rely on... haha... lost my dinner appetite after that, and only said bye to
gerard before i split from e rest... was waiting for bus when i saw something that touched me... they came back to check on me... thanks guys... you people were really great...
boss,cand,yang,khad,n rard.. managed to hold back my tears until ya ppl left... i think some ppl in e busstop kinda pity me... haha... saw an old lady giving me a sad look, i think coz i was wearing an NJ tshirt :p went home, bathed, and helped
andre pack, b4 finally left boarding school at 11pm! haha... e guard was a super friendly guy that always let me come in e boarding school late without checking my permission :p haha... was kinda scared coz
andre got no permission to leave e boarding school at that time :p met up with
DC at beauty world to play pool and ate a spicy hot murtabak at a mama restaurant nearby :p we took panadol coz all of us not feeling well :p we only reached council room at bout 230 am and... boom... caught some nice slept b4 wake up to help e SF comm ppl load their stuff to be transported to Swissotel... somehow, i wasnt very worried about our production in e morning... haha... i guess coz we had e greatest ppl in e council in it... we waited for 13 hours before our turn to rock e stage... and we really rox!!! haha... i was super glad to see the response of the audience... e hard work pays off that night... altho i screwed up my part totally, the rest of e cast did extremely well!!! n
erdy Brentz, bimbo Silin, cool guy DC, lamer Heng Wee, OGL Sihui, narrators Prad n Prasee, bimbo's crush's crush Mingz, pretty girl Emmi, hardcore ye-yo-ers Estelle n Amanda. Millions of thanks goes to
Brenda and
Wan Hua that were the original main casts, you people stick by us and gave us tons of help, make ups, musics, scripts,creative ideas... and of course, thanks to
Andre, whose job me n
ming took over...
Shuhui and
Nathalie for all e nice props =) thanks loads! thanks to
lynette n candace who's been helping us throughout =) thanks to 37th Student Councillors who screamed their lungs out during our turn (u ppl better did!) Council Production is over and i'm glad it went well... i'm gonna miss e fun we had during all those practises...
everything that has a beginning, has an end... yesterday was e last project of the year 2004, and 2005 is waiting for us to conquer =) CP is over, but e memories will stick in my mind forever =)
finished packed up at about 1am, dont ask me what happened after that, coz i was subconcsious by then :p lied down outside e ballroom, accidentally inviting a guy i cant remember to lie on my tummy, and another guy on his tummy, and another guy on another guy's tummy, and so on... haha... i think some of us snapped :p and we were doing something obscene i guess, coz i remembered suddenly a very huge, tout, sterned face guy with walkie talkie and e word
security came and told us that there are cameras around, and we were disturbing e securities on duty by showing em live porn =S mr yeo was juz laughing at e side, and e guys all jumped up at once as if the japanese troops were attacking the hotel.. but i... decided to continue sleep on e floor =D until
amanda n
sihui woke me up... couldnt remember wad tym it was, i juz walked half awake to 7eleven nearby (feels damn far).. bought a big gulp and some chips...after i sat down, ready to start eating, i suddenly realised... i didnt feel like eating and drinking... why on earth did i buy all those junk?! haha... managed to stuff them in my stomach, and rite after i finished eating em (we were outside 7eleven, beside a huge road), i set my big bag as pillow and... boom... slept beside e road... couldnt remember who were there, i think there were about 15 councillors there :p den we walked to esplanade, beside some river, facing e stupid merlion...
andre started flirting with a guy and both of them were enjoying the view of stars... i only could stare at e beautiful clear sky, wishing someone to be there... and then came
khadijah n
wee chiew, asking around, who wanna go
la passat for supper, i idiotically, thinking
la passat is nearby, go with em,
boss n yang joined us somewhere along e way... n i had enough time to start regretting following em... walked like a drunkard, i remembered we bumped into a senior's class, that was about 3 am, and one of em thought i was drunk (i was holding a big gulp)... slept peacefully in e eating place on e table, while everyone else was eating i guess :p den we walked back... haha... i couldnt open my eyes wide, and couldnt walk in a straight line... cant catch wad they were chatting about... and finally we reached esplanade again at 4am.. joined e rest, and... boom! i slept in e middle of e road now :p woke up at about 5 to start moving to mrt station to go home... haha... and i reached back my room in a long sleeved, long pants, leather shoes at 7 am with a face that looked like i've juz been robbed and raped! haha... shocked my roommate... bathed and sleep for 4 hours and woke up alone... sigh... after i woke up, i realized something painful again... haha... i'll be alone in the boarding school... me, one small boy, in a boarding school with capacity for 1000 people... of course there are some people left in the boarding school... arrogant teachers, attitude security guards, irritating scholars from china. but none of those stays in my whole level... oh yeah... i juz remembered... still have one person in my level... HWA CHONG INSTITUTE'S PRINCIPAL... haha...
2004 is almost over... bad things happened... almost lost my scholarship... gave up struggling for studies, friendships, council and sports... gave up softball in e end... almost lost e life of my mum, my dad, my sister and my brother, almost lost faith in Lord, broke my promise to my bio teacher, and failed my bio... failed my mum n dad... disappointed my sis n bro... and of course... struggling in my love life... good things happened... i met greatest people i've met so far in my life... my friends... picked up passion in softball, and finally got a position i've been dreaming for, pitcher... altho i wasnt a properly trained one :p... pitched against baseball singapore club and NUS... trusted the position of house vice capt... did cheerleading for e first time in my life... did a malay poetic musical play competition, got into final, and managed to make many people cried when i was acting a drug addict... fell in love for e right person i hope...
come to think about our play it really emphasizes on friendship... it has a very deep meaning... for me at least :) friends are forever yeah!!!
before i reply tags... whoever you are... you wont read this if you dunno me... and if you know me... believe me... you really means a lot to me... :) friends forever yeah!!!
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CP rox... no tym to reply e rest of tags... need to go now :p