Was a very happy class, 3A :)
i'm in it, shera's in it, n stephanie's in it :)
haha... i was a bit high ytd, so i juz chat w shera n stephanie...
was quite scared at first coz i havnt talkd to em for... 4 years?
always see them ol, but nva chat to them...
then...
yeah...
sweet memories...
:)
we recalld wad happnd 4 years ago...
we were 16...
happy fooling around...
no stress, no pressure...
small school, away from everywhere...
near beach, small settlement with everything available...
:)
i was very happy last night after i talked to them...
it amazed me how detail they remember the past!
all the mishaps...
everything...
it's nice to look back... gosh...
i miss them...
i miss my life 4 years ago...
damn...
compared to this life i'm living now...
fuck...okay...
enaf of this...
anw, bout us...
we knew each other for... 10 years?
haha... it was a small town remember?
we were in the same playground, same kindergarden, same primary school, and same secondary school... gosh...
yes...
mostly all of us... how not to? the buildings are actually attached, and the cohort size was only 100 per batch? everyone noes everyone else...
man...
i miss them all...
surya, eric, andrew, ivan, wibowo, darianto, william, felicia, yolanda, sartika, fenty, steph, shera, vera, wira, yohanes, yansen o, daniel, yansen bj, nelson, marcello, liana, lukito, miranda, jenifer, heru, lilia, sanly, youries, frans, and hell lot more...
haha...
i hope they're doin fine... all should be in the uni now... how lucky they are...
yeah... back to these to za bo...
shera is in london school in UK, n steph's doing finance in the east coast, USA... hell... i envy them man... they got so far away from indo, n i end up in singapore... haha... not that it's a bad country... but i dont mind going anywhere now... any end of the world... i'm ready... :) i can imagine how mature they all are now... haha... was asking whether they're having school holiday now... they laughed at me lahs! haha... what school holiday... they're not in school anymore... they're in the u... orh... envious... jealous...
maybe i shouldnt have came to spore at all in e first place...
looking back...
i dont think i'm a much better person after this 4 years...
i dont grow much... as a person...
sigh...
or maybe i'm juz insecure...
hell...
blogging at 2 am aint good at all...
it'll make ur post sound damn pathetic...
i dunno whether i am pathetic...
but i think... yeah...
i should be fine...
thanks for the concern peeps :)
ya made my day...
i'm okay i guess...
as long as i still have you people, i'll hang on...
coz i love you all...
i'll use up to my last blood to make others happy i guess...
yeah...
here i am now... where'll i be in 4 years time?
what'll i do...