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not a man of my words
had a terrible feeling last night thinkin bout it
maybe that's why i've been failing all these times
disappointed so many people
family friends u
yesterday
disappointed myself
weak n sick n tired
i wonder how far will i go
before i fall again
and those falls
hurts
disoriented
e world's too huge
too many people
i'm juz one
insignificant
wanted when useful
unwanted when not
havent been useful
when i'm gone
no one will know
coz i'm juz
another boy
that makes mistakes
trust
hard to be earned
earned some
used up all
never feel this empty before
belongs to nothing
nowhere to go to
noone to share this pain
the mistake is done
i remeber
i had sensible goals
hardly remember em
seems impossible
hanging onto glint of hope
cant hold it
falling
falling
-----------ponned today...
it's scary how i can juz decide to not go to school
gotta use the rest of the day to mug...
53 days to NJC prelim
i'm reaching the end of my journey in NJC
there are so many things i wanna do in NJC,
yet i've to write my epilogue of my life in NJC
haha...
no wonder i always fail my GP
to those i've disappointed
if i broke e trust u gave me
i turn my back on my words
(oh there are so many of u)
i am...
sorry
i regret wad i did
regrets always come late, i know
words cant wash sins away
i'll try to change
cant promise that i can do it
but i promise i'll give my best to do it
no more regrets
no more