imagine
a boy
he loves running around in an alien new strange area
he found one beautiful green opening...
filled with music, full of fruits, cute animals,
everything was perfect there
then came storm, and it ruined the heaven
the boy picked himself up
and went to find new openings
once, he fell into a drain... cuts, bruises
he never learnt his lesson
he still wander to new openings
all look beautiful
all look perfect
but all have it's own traps
holes
mines
all juz create new wounds
pains
and then the day came
when he got injured badly
till he need to be amputated
failed operation... will be disastrous...
successful operation... will leave him with no limbs
he's juz a kid...
full of ambitions...
full of curiosity...
hungry of a beautiful destination
hungry of peace
wanting a place to be called home
life's juz not fair
to give him this kinda destiny
full of wounds, scars
pain
he's lying on the operation table...
cant decide whether to carry on with the operation, which means either no limbs or worse condition...
or juz to make do w/o the operation... and live forever in pain...
the boy was wondering
what wrong did he do
what he want was not too much
other people can have it
why cant he
he look around with jealousy on his eyes
he doesnt understand
he is confused...
he cant make any decision...
it's too much at stake
alone
in pain
lost
in dark
this boy
the doctors calld him '
joe'