THANKS MELISSA!!!!
greatest senior ever!!!
haha...
that's bcoz she let me drive her car =D
it was super duper yuper gooper fun!!!
e last time i was behind wheels was bout 2 years ago!
n it was my first automatic!!!
haha...
so cool...
lucky i never bang ur car :p
oh...
yes...
it was supposed to be a crime, coz i got no license :D
thanks!
n...
i'll keep my promise...
n i'm thinkin of extending it to the 'A's...
coz all this shit aint worth it sometimes...
this thing has been bothering my mind for very long
cant get my mind off it...
not a minute w/o thinkin bout it
it may be nice...
but most of the times...
it hurts...
i dunno where this is going to
the very fact that i'm writing it here...
shows that i doubt my ability fighting for it...
it's so easy for some of the people...
it's very hard for me
it's not fair...
plain unfairness...
i wanna leave singapore forever
and never come back...
i wanna
run away
coz i
cant stand it...
if i'm not making sense...
pardon me...
i've been awake for the last 50 hours plus...
and i cant feel anything now...
it's numb...
my physical body, my eyes, my stomach, my hands, my legs...
my brain... my hearing... my speech... my coordination...
all screwed up...
i think i'm reaching the edge...
somethings are juz too much to take for me...
when the going gets tough...
and no one left beside you...
no one cares...
no one to fight for...
will you continue the struggle?
NO!