phew
spent e whole day at pasir ris... alone w my dog...
watchd vcds, clean up e house, n never study :p
for e first time... after about 4 years...
i feel home...
haha...
how ironic... only when it's empty n peaceful...
i sorta recalled the moments... about 10 years ago...
i was sitting in front of house door, looking out at e garden, with my dog sitting beside me peacefully...
what a beautiful days...
full of peace, security, and order...
that was the past...
i chose this path...
i left home...
to be educated
to be a man
to make my parents proud of me...
i've suffered for 3 years plus...
only another 2 months...
before i can call myself a real man going to a real world...
enough of having fun... enjoying life...
i aint gonna waste 3 years of suffering away from home for nothing...
i'm gonna be what my parents want me to be...
i'm gonna be what e people in my village envy me for...
i'm gonna be a successful man...
wake up!