i was totally shocked...
i dunno wad to believe anymore...
u noe... imagine...
one day u wake up... and realised that...
after all, you dont belong to the country that u always thought u do...
you belong to some timbakthu island...
where there's nothing but skulls and coconut husks...
where there's no music but the sound of leaves brushing against each other...
there's no sea breeze... and all smells like... dead bodies...
well...
that's wad i'm feeling now...
but somehow, you noe... (i noe u noe! esp u army guys)
u dont belong to the country that u used to think u do...
which means...
no more gahmen rubbish,
no more army conscription, et cetera
well...
that's wad i'm feeling now...
free of burden...
but yeah...
i'm building my raft now...
aint gonna go back to the country i once belong...
coz i was betrayed...
my pride was jumped on...
my face was shit at...
i aint gonna go back to that country no more...
let me enjoy my peace in this island...
where i share place with no other living soul...
where peace is plentiful...
i wish you the best...
i hope i've grown out of my childishness... if i havent, i hope i will...
i realised how funny things were...
i realised how stupid i was... you were... we were...
i guess...
the day will come...
when we can go out tgt again...
go to the beach and enjoy the sea breeze with the stars shining upon us...
but that day...
is nowhere near...
please take care...
and make sure u survive till the day come...
coz i will...
be right here in my lonely island...
waiting...
i'll survive on coconut water and fishes and veges...
i'll be healthy...
i'll never forget what happend...
i'll never want to remember what happend either...
i'll juz grow out of it...
life goes on...
a bit too fast for you...
when was i wrong?
when was i mistaken?
i am no god...
but i know...i comprehend what is happening...
so please...
stop treating me like a stupid kid...
i'm a grown up with little heart...
and you've burst that little heart of mine...
what i have left...
is a pipe...
with which, i will survive
i'll poke this pipe...
into people's heart
and suck their blood ...
so i can survive...
vladimir...
is the name...
of the vampire king...
guess who's in the house now...