Well
revelation is always there to give your day spicy flavour (not v nice... i dont like spicy food)
or is it juz another stupid thoughts that keep coming back and bother my mind?
maybe i shall juz rate this whole bloody thing... and maybe one month later i'll check if there's any improvement.
Peace = 5/10
Studies = 5/10
Health = 5/10
great...
juz... some random thought...
been watchin a couple of videos... and each of them makes me think..
i guess...
i'm losing it all over again...
i guess i'm juz a hopeful kid with nothing else to lose...
well...
i suppose there's nothing to lose...
at most..
die trying...
coz i juz cant stand this loser-ish life...
hai...
plan for tmr
wake up early for computing consultation
go lecture
go lunch w old friends
go rush report
pon lecture to do more report
go tutorial
go choir practise
in between ==>confirm sponsors, call schools.
and there goes the whole day
at night
study for computing exam this sat...
oh my...
havent even recovered properly...
welll... u see... it's 218 am now.. been staring blankly at e comp...
simply coz i'm afraid to sleep...
life's much more dreadful than i tot it can be..
me myself and i... and the rest of the world...
anw..
happy birthday eil!
hope u really like e car.. hehe..