been having like 3 hours of sleep a day for e past few wks?
been sick for the past wk
today i napped for 4 hours...
and when i feel fresh-er...
i realised how irritating and pissifying stuff are
i wanna break something...
everyone keeps point the finger of blame to me...
u want me to tweak ur finger is it?
anw...
this whole thing is consuming me n my life...
been ages since i talkd to my friends... like... months?
i remember how fun things were... with 04s21, with NJC 37 sc, with aqua...
tiring... sickening...
i guess it's just too much? not gonna give up yet though...
one down, two to go...
xmas celeb down... nustyle n amazing race to go...
china is on the way...
the whole damn big country... (read: very big country)
well...
do i need the break?
or is the break breaking me?
haha
ANW
let's talk bout sth more fun
had a great day ytd
went out w michelle, hui yang, and livia!
it was really a v fun day!
haha
started the day bad... a sponsor backd out coz of stupid reason, went to funan to find sponsor to get pitifying look and rude chase aways...
then michelle came to rescue n accompanied me for lunch..
and hui yang came later..
watchd this curse of the golden flower?
haha i was too sick that i didnt noe what we were watching till 5 secs b4 e show started...
not a bad show... i quite like the casts.. jay chou is handsome... and choy yun fut (however u spell their name) is cool... the empress is quite pretty too... and the other prince (wun/wan) has dumb look, and the younger prince is a callafair (dunno how u spell that either) till he turn crazy... oh my.. just like me... the youngest and craziest... hey! he didnt die the first though! haha...
i almost died on the cinema but i didnt fall asleep! (the last 3 movies i watchd, i slept half of the movies for all)
then we went to see livia... i was just being stupid and pretend i was excited to meet a new girl... haha... i think michelle believed it... but nopes... i'm single not available quite desperate... haha... why single? coz rejected... why not available? hates the gender called females... why quite desperate? stupid libido... got it?
well... i was really joking bout it la...
then livia appear... very interesting girl... reminds me of yin har! haha... her bubbliness and stupid actions... (no offense!) and she plays piano! haha... professional...
went to oriental hotel to have drink and played card...
then off we go to play pool...
haha
i was sick but i enjoyed it...
loads..
oh well...
disappointment is just around the whole season...
same old story...
heard this from a friend
i'm hard to forget, but not easy to remember
or is it i'm hard to forget and yet hard to remember?
haa... either way...
well...
sorries to all
i'm goin china and i shall see whether i feel like coming back to this country...
=
coz somehow...
i stopped feeling that i belong here...
oh vc...
touched me
haha
my mum too
touched me
...
those few people that makes a diff in my life and makes me feel worthy of things
well..
well...
well
guess china is gonna be another cursed trip...
i'm ready...
take it away...
i ask for nothing...
i was whole
VLADIMIR JOSEPH JOHANNES TANUDJAJA