I've never felt so lousy today...
the whole day is just wrong
or rather, i realised today that the whole life is just wrong...
not anyone's fault..
i guess it's one of the rare ocassion that i felt this way...
everytime i felt the pain facing the truth of what's happening from what i see...
i will almost start to feel what i hate..
but i learnt how to caged that monster inside me...
just that...
i feel v lousy..
the whole journey is aimless now..
i miss my jc days..
when i'm so ignorant of truth
when i'm so happy with ppl that i like
with ppl that like me
doing stuff that i like
well...
it's more like the tv drama every day...
i guess before situation goes wronger...
i should just move on... or rather... leave it behing...
and head to a place that i dunno
is it forward
or backward?
it's dark...
i'm suffocated...
but at least...
thru this darkness...
i noe who really cares bout me...
and who doesnt...
and i am not blaming the later...
just not my luck...
thanks peck... thanks dre...
thanks God
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Vladimir Joseph Johannes Tanudjaja