if only i am half as fatique
i'll be dead on the floor
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cudnt even walk straight
somehow today has been a long and tiring day
a day that began wrong
and ended just perfect
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astro paper...
haha
i dont even noe how to explain the paper
it was the most ridiculous paper (no offense, no negative connotation intended) i've ever seen
this sem hasnt been great
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highlight of the day (else than the most horrendous paper)
NJC 40th Students' Council Elects' Camp 2007well well, hold your "arent u too old for this?"
i didnt go back there just to kepo and see them
i went back today and achieved 3 things that i think is the best thing that i can do in my life
thus, this tiredness is worth the while =)
1. Play badminton with Prad, Heng, Shaun, DC, Derrick. Yi Chien was there too! =) like... after 6 years never see them? (i noe it's exaggerated, but it felt like tt long can) and the best part... they didnt change a bit =)
2. Met up with part of the 37th! rard, gaius, keefe, khad, vic, hua, nette, and even chinmaya, kelvin, sam, gerard, noreen, felicia, sarah, rachel, lynette, varun, han, etc etc etc etc etc. while walking into the compound thru rgps entrance (tt's like 1km detour thanks to low maintainance cost = locked side gate) i bumped into chii tarng! and i saw the same path i used to walk... breathed the same air i used to indulge in... see the same view i used to gaze at... i still love nj to the bits! and i met mr teo! mr tan! mr goh! ms wong! and ms chua! =)
3. Talkd to Aqua elects. Well, honestly i hated the session (Shhhhh) , coz basically this joe just simply dislike speaking in front of public, receiving attention. being serious is hard i guess... but today only joe and rard from aqua came back? so joe being the ex vice capt had to sorta conduct a session... lucky rard was there la! haha... and guess what... i rmbd last year i spoke rubbish, coz tt time, sihui (the greatest capt) happened to be there,and she took care of the situation! this year, i had to talk a lot of things, which i guess when receiving attention, my brain sometimes malfunction (happened again today). but it was fine i guess... i'm glad i mustered the courage to speak to them... and got the message i want to get across to them across (redundant words...) =)
heard aqua's gonna win the third NE trophy in row =) haha... guess the warmth of aqua family is gonna stay for long =)
i really felt tt i'm home with aqua ppl... even when i dunno them... dunno why...
hopefully this feeling can be culminated thru the next decades of NJ history...
it's been 4 years? and my love for aqua has not even diminished a tingle bit....
thanks to the ppl and the experience and the feeling of home... =)
tell u a secret... i saw the aqua ppl today... they looked great =)
i have feeling tt the house is gonna strive and win their 3rd and 4th NE Trophy running streak =) (then they can really change the NE trophy ribbon to white and blue... a nicer colour hehe)
finally,
time to tuck myself in bed coz i havent slept for like 48 hours again?
sigh
29th apr 07 plan - 10am -4pm = tuition - MAD!
and more to come
even before my paper ends
i'm receiving calls, emails and more to start on all the projects... quite excited, but i tot i should get at least 1 wk break? hols or just lazing around (which i see, is impossible).
a one day break will be good enough... haha...
what an irony...
3 months hols with no break
see, once last paper end, the next 2 days (which are weekends) will be dedicated to tuition, my kids are gonna have exam soon.
then the following few days will be first meeting for gaming festival as well as bizcom. and of course, the most dreaded event - moving out of hall
and i realised
cmc and nustyle gonna kick start at the same time =)
tgt with union camp, gaming festival and bizcom new term =)
still wondering if i should participate as senior in scamp, sow, and css fos.
gotta fix my jukebox, my laptop, and my printer
gotta shop for new clothes
gotta shape up and train more on badminton and softball
gotta catch up with old friend
grant me serenity to perceive...
anw on last note (as if my paper is over), i would really want to thank these ppl...
peckying, wan hua, yin har, wai ling, mel, feng yi, cand, ismy, becca for helping me pulled thru the toughest point of my life.. more is yet to come hehe =) thanks peeps =)
and yes, they are all females if u wonder... i dont see anything wrong w that coz i have my conscious clearer than ever...
gonna adopt a little bit of gerard's philosophy
joe is off to bed
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Vladimir Joseph Johannes Tanudjaja